Grumpy

I'm grumpy today. I don't know if it's because I woke up early and had way too much to do today -- School, Dr's, babysitting tonight, plus all my regular work, or if it's the rain, or the fact that we have to do injects...I do have some bitterness towards the fact that I do just about everything I possibly can to be healthy, I've tried everything -- and most people who are way unhealthier than me can have babies whenever they want. Why the hell do I need to give myself a shot every day to even have a CHANCE? It's dumb.

Anyway, I have more work to do so I better try to get motivated. I don't care about this job any more, my heart's not in it. Luckily my days are numbered.